we damn left behind..

sometime when i want to heard a high bandwidth internet radio or watch a streaming video i feel like want to throw the modem away.. damn lagging.. people from other country singapore.. taiwan.. hong kong etc.. won't have this kind of problem.. ya.. i subscribe to the 1mbps package but i rarely got the 1mbps connection.. shame on you TM.. you damn *****.. we got all this putrajaya.. cyberjaya.. msc etc.. stuff but when other people from other country came.. they sure will complain.. veerrry sssllllloooowwwwwww...... damn frustrating..

Friend

Friends - Rain (Feat. Tiger JK) - english translation

When everything seems to be impossible
When there is no hope at all
When you find nothing around you
I'm your friend forever don't forget...

** If I have a bit of strength
If I can let you rely on my weak body for some rest
Call me and I'll be by your side
Cause I'm your friend forever don't forget

(Rap)
I'm alone, there is no hand when I fall
Lonely, why even the sky is so tall
'OH, AH!' My prayer can't reach though I yell loudly
Why it is me there're only unfortunates in my life
In my heart I wait for hope
Why I can only receive disappointment
I'm a transparent person to be passed by
I'm like wind which just blows away...
me wounda .... am I alone?

(Repeat **)

Sorrow gradually becomes pains
Again pain gradually turns into loneliness
When it's still not sufficient though you give all you have
When there's sway and you need a support
[wings open behind Bi!!]

special thanks to jjjbug for a lovely translation

lone sailor

when i work in previous company.. sometimes i need to go to port klang.. got 1 day i meet with this interesting man..
do you know how old i am? guess.. 30 something? nope.. 50 something man.. wow.. you look so young.. yeah.. young man.. you are very young right? what are you doing here.. guy young like you shouldn't be here man.. no one really want me to come.. my big boss ask me to come.. (he is a very bad guy..)
before this i am a sailor.. always stay at the ship.. travel around the world.. wow.. which means you don't have much friend.. i don't need a friend.. friend is useless.. cannot say like that.. when the ship sail to the port.. my friend will come and look for me.. because i carry a lot of money.. they all asking help for me so i so kind help them all.. wow.. you are a very nice guy.. but.. when i got problem.. when i need their help.. they all run away.. i feel very upset.. it's okay man.. no need to feel sad with people like that.. cheer up :-)
suddenly radio playing Guy Sebastian (malaysian born Australian Idol winner)
he is my friend's nephew son.. he had migrate to Australia a long time ago..
(huh? you not bluffing rite?)

iPhone?

I always hope that one day Apple will come out their own phone with iTunes program inside.. (so i can throw away my Sony Erisson phone) Guess what.. Finally in Year 2007 they come up with iPhone.. Video iPod + Phone + Web / E-mail Browser.. another breakthrough product from Apple since iPod which change the whole portable music player industry.. and once again Apple is going to change the mobile phone industry with iPhone.. i just watch Steve Jobs iPhone keynote on Apple website.. it is a very awesome smartphone.. i think everyone with start throwing their smartphone already.. (just kidding) Unlike other smartphone that runs on Symbian or PocketPC.. This one runs on Mac OS X.. wow.. it is the world's most advanced smart phone.. just like Mac OS X - the world most advanced Operating System.. too bad it only will reach the Asia market in 2008 so watch out for it...

这一切都不容易

能到这边其实不容易 …看看一下朋友最近的事业情况，觉得最成功的应该是我吧…23岁已经在大公司做IT老板，外面还用很多IT毕业生找不到IT工。应该要高兴一点吧，虽然有经过一些很苦的事情…有经过很多人的欺负…苦的事情会再来的…欺负的人不会消失的（除非老板炒鱿鱼他们）…不然这样…要保持微笑…事业成功了可是恋爱呢…啊…我还在努力着…

to unemployed IT grads..

A lot of people study IT but fall to get into the IT line.. To get hired you must be very good.. very good.. If you study IT because IT is the "in" thing then you take the wrong course.. Actually I found out that people that either have these criteria will usually get hired.. No.1 : Live in IT background.. No.2 : Have high interest in IT (just like me).. Example? Ok.. I have 1 college fren who his parent both work in IT background and since he was young he saw his parent messing around with the computer and he learned from it.. (It is quite scary to stick with him because he is a very good hacker.. i don't want him to hack my e-mails..) Another example.. My ex-colleague (My Sifu) his house have 3 PCs.. so when he was young he always messing around with networking and cause him to become very good in networking.. i learned a lot of networking stuff from him and he curi some knowledge from me (come-on lah).. It is not easy to get here..